Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I'm so very freakingly worried about my Studio FYP....
Time is running OUT. FAST.
Crap.

We're having our graduation shoot later.
& just thinking that I might not finish my FYP makes me worried.
You know... all graduation pictures nicely taken, but when graduation show comes, my booth is empty.
-Shivers.

sereNa`

;2:42 AM

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I want to blog about my trip to Kyushu, Japan...
but there's simply too many pictures and blogger isn't the best tool to upload pictures properly so it's taking a hella time and I'm too tired to continue doing so now... shall continue soon.

sereNa`

;4:44 AM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

I'll be back on the 20th...

Bye people...

Miss me!

sereNa`

;9:31 PM

Facial mask on my face..

Munching on handmade bread...

Eyeing my not fully-packed luggage...

Trying to calm myself down with some korean drama...

Oh man, I'm flying off to Japan too soon!!

sereNa`

;3:30 AM

Friday, December 11, 2009

I made her angry again.
I'm sorry for making her angry. But I'm not sorry for asking.
I do not understand why she's acting like that. It isn't such a big deal that she has to be this angry.

I know I'm not the best kid around. Maybe one of the worst. And I wouldn't say she's the best mom around either cos I know she's not. No doubt, she's a mother who sacrifices for her child, who does her best for her child, who wants to give the best to her child... ... I don't deny that at all and I really do appreciate every single thing she did for me.
She might not be the best, she might not always do the right things, we might not agree with each other all the time, but I love her for who she is. No matter how much she hurts me, be it for her wrong choice of words or actions, I'll always love her. And I mean it.

Being the only child isn't heaven.
For one, parents are overly protective of the one and only child.
I've always like the attention given to me, I've always like the love showered on me...
But when it was time for me to spread my wings, it was then that I realised the undivided attention has taken the shape of chains and locked me in. I felt her pulling me back with every step I took. And it's then that I wanted so much to have countless siblings just so that her attention span will be divided. Just so that I can breathe more freely...

I wonder when am I not her baby... sixty?

sereNa`

;2:51 AM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I never understood why parents never say a word of apology when they make a mistake...
Well, mine don't. I think it's only logical to apologise when one did something wrong, even if the other party is your child.

Sighs.

On a lighter note, I'm flying off to Japan real soon. This sunday 1am flight...
Excited duh! Keke. It's my very first overseas trip without my family. Oh well...
I'll be missing lots of people. Especially my one and only hubby whom I love so much...
You people better miss me kay! Hmm... I want my car ride, ikea trip, mahjong sessions when I'm back~!
I just started packing my luggage earlier... and you know what? It's freaking FULL and BLOATED and I have yet to pack finish, and Domo-kun isn't even in the luggage yet! Gah. How???????

sereNa`

;3:11 AM

Saturday, December 05, 2009

I'm so tired.

I'm so busy.

I'm so broke.

sereNa`

;8:30 AM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Trying to get myself motivated... Pfffffffft.
I like the first interior. Something like that has been in my mind for a long time actually. & it's even more beautiful than the image in my mind... Yep, love it.

FIRMENICH.... keke. Still not motivated to do it. SIGHS.

sereNa`

;1:25 PM

I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I can't sleep.
So messed up again. Geez. So... let me blabber....

How do you motivate yourself???
I need this thing called self motivation. Now. For the Firmenich project. The 1000 cash price for the winning group isn't enough to tempt us anymore. Crap.
I'm even more motivated to do COMMUNICATION SKILLS than Firmenich. Ke-ke. I think our previous com skills presentation's great! Heh.

Oh did I mention?
I'm only paying SGD $2 for my Japan trip.

How to crack the code for Photoshop??
I just downloaded the trial version for Photoshop (cos I needed it so badly) and... it'll be gone in anther 29 days. So yeh, HOW TO CRACK?

Did you know I just knocked my elbow on the corner of my desk?
Obviously, you don't. I think I need some sleep... soon.

OH CRAP. MY BLUE FISHES DIE AGAIN!!!!
Fishville dude.

I'm not making sense.

That ebay guy isn't replying my mail. Come on..... You should reply if you wanna sell your thing.

I'm hungry...
I've been eating supper these days... HEHE. Enjoying it.
Feel like eating maggie mee now. Guess not.
Broccoli soup would be nice... ... Hmm....
Chicken stew? Eh... BBQ Stingray... Cabbage soup... Uh...
What's with all these food cravings. Oh crap, I think I'm pregnant.

Okays, I really need to sleep. I really am not talking sense. Y A W N S.

sereNa`

;3:44 AM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

I've always wanted to try photoshopping the colour of the eye... So happens I'm bored in school, and this photoshop tutorial video pops up on youtube so... here you got it. Pretty proud of the final result. Lols. & I enjoyed photoshopping it.
Geez. I'm not doing my work but doing this pretty piece of crap. Keke.

& below it's the before and after.
(Before picture belongs to BlueNinja88 on Flickr)

sereNa`

;9:04 PM

Geez. How should I break the news to Mommy~~~
I've been pacing up and down my tiny room since god knows when...
AW! I'm sucha poor kid~!

PS: My piggy lies over the ocean. My piggy lies over the sea. My piggy lies away in Hong Kong. OH BRING BACK MY PIGGY TO ME~~~~

sereNa`

;12:24 AM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Blogger's good today... the pictures get themselves uploaded damn quickly. So I dump most of the pictures into this entry. Good what.

PARTAE!!
We celebrated medium bitch's birthday... Teehee. Ner's birthday...
What makes a good party?
Alcohol. Music. Disco ball. Helium balloons. Cameras. & CRAZY people.

Happy Birthday Nerissa~~

Just 2 more weeks, and I'll be flying to Japan. I'll miss Singapore~~~~~~~

sereNa`

;2:01 AM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I was chatting with Yati and she suddenly told me she has a picture of my brother... I was like "Eh? I don't have a brother." And she whipped out her phone and showed me a picture of Sean and I. Hurhur. Yeh, my brother has 4 sons man. Lols.

The very first Studio presentation of this term is over~
Gosh am I glad. More than glad actually. & I'm finally back on track... but still stuck in the mud. Bleh.

sereNa`

;1:57 AM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My mind is like a block of wood now.

Stubborn, inflexible, so dead...

sereNa`

;12:21 AM

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Facial masks for a better tomorrow!

My classmates and I spent 199.70 bucks on facial masks and these are my share :)

PS: I'm like so sick now. Down with flu, sore throat and cough. Who's the culprit that made me lyk tt?? Geez!

sereNa`

;3:07 AM

Friday, October 30, 2009

The kitty who conversed with me :)

Me: Say MAO~~~

Kitty: *meows*

She replied me every single time...

until I splash water on her and she started ignoring me.

D A N G.

sereNa`

;2:05 AM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Whee~ My Baby is back!!

(But gone are my songs, album covers & photoshop... sighs)

sereNa`

;1:22 AM

Monday, October 26, 2009

I'm doing a lil research for my com skills work, and I came across this particular paragraph in the Excerpt from PM Lee's National Day Speech 2004...
(I know I'm lyk 5 years late to know this... Geez. Glad I came across this at the right time... Might be a lil late but oh well...)

Deng Xiaoping said, "When you open the windows, the flies will fly in". So, you can't close the windows, you'll just have to have a fly-swatter, a fly-trap, have one of these UV lights to zap them, but keep the windows open and keep your interior as clean and as hygienic for your own people as possible. And I think that's the attitude we should have.

& I think that's the attitude I should have towards my Studio Project. I've kinda lost hope in it since last term and I'm just so stuck... I was afraid of letting the flies in, afraid they will mess up whatever contentment I have... Guess it's time to open up the windows, open up my mind, open up to new ideas and un-stuck myself. New problems will arise...but I'll zap them.

Kanbatte!

sereNa`

;1:35 AM

Monday, October 19, 2009

Okays, a year older.

But I'm glad I asked for chalet this year instead of the normal low-key birthdays I had for years, cos I really had so much fun. Yep. The decorations were more Halloween-ly than Birthday-ly, but I like it. Lols. My family were there earlier at night then just before the party got wilder they left for their own chalet at downtown east... thank god they left =/

I drank till my head weighed a tonne and I kept falling all over, earning me a grand total of 8 bruises and 2 cuts. & I demanded piggyback rides from so many people that I can't quite rmb who accepted the demand and who didn't.... geez. We even crashed our neighbour's party! Some guy who just turned 21 (so happens he's from NYP too)... and he had this disco ball and everyone were in clubbing mode. I was crazy enough to jump on his bed with shoes on. Haha.

Most of us were pretty wasted... everyone were just lying all around the room in the morning, sleeping and snoring away. & the toilet bowl got soooooo stuck with puke. Bleh... Who sia?? Lols.

Hmm... what I didn't expect was my secondary and poly friends to blend tgt. God they did!

Hope everyone had as much fun as I did ;)